listening to
Southside Johnny
this morning
and remembering nights
of whiskey
and albums like this
long ago
these songs
can’t revive
those feelings
memories
lie dormant
a lifetime ago
and here
on my balcony
the sun brilliant
in the sky
Tahin will soon
drive to the bazaar
with me along
for the ride
and later
I will listen
to Joshua Bell
Sarah Chang
fresh figs
pears peaches
on the table
peanuts too
another world
I live in
far from whiskey
and the need
to dull
or heighten
the pain
other writing
thunder storm
the sky lights up
then the rumble
Ataturk flaps
in the wind
the wine
in my glass
fortifies
as I sit
snug in sweatshirt
on the balcony
heaven’s tears
outside
friendship
you talk about
everything
and nothing
and somehow
the time flies
till the next time
you talk about
nothing
and everything
the nature of
friendship
the best bookstore in NYC: The Strand
from my balcony
children laughing below
out back
on the lawns
the sprinklers working
overtime
in the front
and the wine
in my glass
in hand
warms what’s left
of my heart
there is peace
here
my neighbor’s acts
of kindness
the plate of dolma
the fruit
from the bazaar
and the cover
on my scooter
the driver’s grin
when I say
iyi akşamlar
the invitation
to go fishing
on weekends
in such a short time
to be at home
I lean back
in the chair
on my balcony
my feet up
a breeze caresses
my face
and I doze off
letting memories
of the past
drift away
memories of you: for K
there was a woman
on the train
who kept brushing
her long long hair
tossing it back
over her shoulder
the way I’ve seen
you do
sitting in your house shirt
in your bedroom
the same motion
before you would blow
a kiss
my way
suddenly
I am lost
in memories
of you
the most beautiful women in the world
sit at a corner table
sipping a Pinot Grigio
and see the woman
you could devote
your life to
walk by
NYC
you have
the most beautiful women
in the world
because all the world’s
beautiful women
are represented
here
why would anyone
in his right mind
look any farther
then Third Ave
and 13th Street
to find one’s heart’s
desire
sleep
sleep
when it comes
is unforgiving
interrupted by dreams
faces
long forgotten
crop up to speak
of defeats failures misgivings
recounted in great detail
torment now
here
in a land
heavy with memory
there is no respite
from the past
the exile’s lament on visiting his city
the realization
that this world
is not mine
any longer
causes my face
to suddenly
crumble
walking in NYC
I am reminded
as I walk
these streets
of how much
I love this city
how much a part
of it
is me
