you think

three days/nights of drinking
have left me walking
tilted to the side
eyes not quite focused
and I can’t feel
my teeth
perhaps too much wine
you think
’cause clearly
I don’t

a tiny corner of heaven

standing naked
at 2:30am
in my kitchen
eating cold chicken
olives
an avacado salad
drinking white wine
after reading Pete Hamill
on NYC
no one watching
even the cat asleep
in another room
if that ain’t heaven
at least a tiny corner
of it
I don’t know
what is

walking along the shore

sea breeze rustles my hair
friends share a laugh
on a bench
water, cold water
for sale
mussels & rice
on the half shell
skateboards & bikes
two men asleep
on the nearby grass
this stroll
soon a memory
of my life
in Kadiköy
filed away
with things
worth remembering
overshadowing things
to forget

the long way home

seems to be
the only way
some know
of seeking shelter
one can call
home
those detours
distractions
attractions
on sidestreets
alleyways
causing delays
all adding to
the character of
the one who finally
arrives

packing up

putting books in boxes
photo albums too
made the mistake
of leafing through one
there
amid family friends
your picture
letting Frodo drink
from a garden hose
and now
an ache
in my chest
for the rest
of the day
of my life