approaching midnight in Moda: how the world should end

a glass of sipping whiskey
a piece of toast
a night sky
minus stars
in a city
with countless millions
awake
the sound of laughter
of a woman
across the courtyard
to a joke told
in a language
I don’t understand
this is how
the world should end
if one could script it
in a hand
that could still hold
a pen
our lives
the long
the short
all too brief
and heaven
so very far
away

the other thing

sometimes after talking to people
I just want to lie down and go to sleep
only I can’t sleep so there’s that
and the other thing
that we don’t talk about
but we all know it’s there
that other thing that makes sleep impossible
so there’s that too