playing darts

someone once said
possibly Vimal
that darts
were like life
and hitting
the bull’s eye
meant something
profound
so okay
sometimes I get
a bull’s eye
but there are
holes
all around
the board
in the wall
which I disavow
the cleaners
I say
must be them
and İbrahim
pretends
during our weekly
games
he doesn’t hear
the disclaimer
in my life