and so it ends
sitting on a balcony
with a glass of red wine
watching the waves come in
the Bay of Salerno
it’s cool up here
my jacket draped over
my bare chest
soon I’ll shower
get dressed
walk five minutes to the train station
get on the express to Naples
the airport
back to Istanbul
I’m still, will be a long way
from home
from people my friends
but in life there are things
we cannot change
easily
and sometimes
not at all
Salerno
Salerno, November 17, 2013
my great grandfather
and his family
and their fathers and mothers before them
walked these streets
had espresso in these cafes
prayed in this church
to San Cono
their patron saint
my grandfather Giuseppe Michele D’Elia
left this village
a municipality of Salerno
at twelve
to venture forth to America
Mulberry Street precisely
in Little Italy, lower Manhattan
then to Sheepshead Bay, Brooklyn
eventually to Flatbush
where in his house he would die
many years later
and I his second oldest grandson
carrying his name in the middle of mine
retrace his steps
eat broccoli rabe
pasta with panchetta
drink red wine
watch the world go by
in this city he never returned to
but I’m here, grandpa
I’m here for you, for me
a homecoming
Of sorts