from Steinway Street: portraits from the past: my life in retail: Julie

Julie

the questions
what does petulant mean
what’s a dow jones average
you feel like you’re on a tv game show
and know you’re going to blow your chance
for the grand prize
but watching her delight in words amazes you
there is enough curiosity there
to kill several thousand cats
you didn’t know about Julie
Luz says
she’s the intelligent one
and Julie sighs and says
I am pretty smart for a fourteen year old
Zaida worries about her
that she’s learning too much too soon
and tells you to watch what you fill her head with
and you have to look away
before you start babbling
the past the present the future
will all come streaming out
a leak in the dam
the volcano erupting
the madman on the loose
so you play with your tie
and think the boys her own age must be in total confusion
especially when she destroys them
with a word a look a smile
there are times even you wonder
if perhaps she isn’t really thirty
and you shake your head as she changes the radio station to XLO
and explains to Steve who objects
that it’s the balance of nature
yin and yang at work
and she dances in the aisles
while Steve looks at you and says
who’s yin and yang anyway
and what do they have to do with disco

from Steinway Street: portraits from the past: my life in retail: Zaida

Zaida

she can’t help it
but she takes on the world’s problems
as if they were her own
she’s a den mother
a source of constant compassion
and a little bit avenging angel
if there’s a strike to call
she’ll call it
if there’s an inequity to right
she’ll right it
if there’s a better way to do something
she’ll suggest it
she’ll talk about quitting her boyfriend
while she tells you all the reasons she shouldn’t
including the fact that he has exams that week
then in the same breath tell you how annoying Ishmael is
and yet wonders what it would be like
to try to change him
she’d save the world if she could
and she might
for wherever she goes
people will at least know she passed by
spewing philosophy and love in one breath
and breathing everywhere at once

from Steinway Street: portraits from the past: my life in retail: Debbie Does It Again

Debbie Does It Again

that girl with the sneakers up her coat
doesn’t have a chance
Debbie sees her
has known from the start what she was up to
and can even tell you what size they are
the guy missing a heel can’t trade-in
Debbie has that calm bead his way
he’ll stare at those size 11’s all day long
but he’ll never own the leather unless he pays
she looks like a kid about to fall asleep
but she sees it all
Kojac couldn’t do better
and in this war
she’s the one you take to the front lines
that is of course if she’s not there already
keeping watch until you come