my interview with expat magazine: a podcast

Hi Everyone,

This is a podcast interview done some months ago before my circumstances changed here in Turkey. In it, I talk about being an expat in Turkey and share my thoughts/feelings about life here as well as in the US.

Since this interview I have decided to return and reestablish my base in New York again but will not sever my ties with this country. I will, in fact, be writing for a Turkish newspaper beginning almost immediately and will contribute articles on both Turkey and the US. So things evolve, as they often do, beyond what we envision at any one time.

Anyway, here is the link to the podcast. I hope you enjoy it.

 

 

a picture of you

there is a picture
of you
on my desk
your head
tilted slightly
to the right
your shoulders
hunched
as you lean
forward
hands under
your legs
your legs
crossed
that smile
in your eyes
on your lips
that always hinted
of a secret
you won’t share
a cup of coffee
growing cold
on the table
in front
of you
and me
somewhere just beyond
your gaze
wishing
you would always
be sitting
in front
of me

the only place left to go

zdunno03's avatarLeonard Durso

the future hangs over
everything I do
like a weight
an anvil, say
around my neck
or a cloud
a rain cloud
overhead
like some cartoon character
moving quickly forward
while a storm brews
the weight slowing my scurrying
toward shelter
though there is no shelter
apparent to me
on this, or any, horizon
oh well
what else to do
but stumble on
going forward
toward what can only be called
an uncertain future
the only place left
to go

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The End of the Year by Su Tung P’o (Su Shi)

zdunno03's avatarLeonard Durso

When a friend starts on a journey of a thousand miles,
As he is about to leave, he delays again and again.
When men part, they feel they may never meet again.
When a year has gone, how will you ever find it again?
I wonder where it has gone, this year that is ended?
Certainly someplace far beyond the horizon.
It is gone like a river which flows to the East,
And empties into the sea without hope of return.
My neighbors on the left are heating wine.
On the right they are roasting a fat pig.
They will have one day of joy
As recompense for a whole year of trouble.
Will we leave so carelessly the years to come?
Everything passes, everything
Goes, and never looks back,
And we grow older and less strong.

translated by Kenneth Rexroth

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time passing

zdunno03's avatarLeonard Durso

Chuck says
when we were younger
it was sort of a whimsy
to think of time passing
before we shrugged it off
and moved on with our day
now it’s a reality
fleeting has a new meaning
and each day
each moment
a new significance
there is nothing quite like
these Saturday morning conversations
to remind one
of things one cannot overlook
anymore
so it’s Judy Collins
on the stereo
which prompted that comment
and wine this early
in the morning
and the hell with time
let it pass
there’s laundry to do
some food shopping
buy a steak to eat
with eggs for breakfast
tomorrow morning
and dare that specter
to try anything funny
with me today

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