just
around the corner
over
the next hill
hope
on balloons: for Little Chuck & Big Chuck
hope rises
like it’s supposed to
a balloon
floating
toward heaven
our eyes cannot see
but it is there
above us
keeping dreams
alive
at sea
there
on the horizon
what looks like
shore
or is it
just one more
illusion
listening to Neil Young
the line
a woman with the feeling
of losing once or twice
resonates
over time
to mean so much more
now than then
and you
have been coming
to me
for such a long time
now
such a long time
am I ready
the pepsi challenge
can I tell
the real thing
from the pale
imitation
chickens or eagles
the ground or the sky
tell me
3000 years of history
what the future
holds
listening to Rodgers & Hart
children play outside
women laugh at table
a father pushes a swing
sprinklers water lawns
wind rustles curtains
a feral cat cries for food
the sun rises
and sets
this is a day
like any other
and yet words
were exchanged
promises made
a future unravels
where once
only a past existed
and those lyrics
to Rodgers and Hart
take on a new significance
once again
listening to Miles
the wind blows
outside
Miles’ trumpet blows
inside
and I am back
in Frank’s
with Alvin and Henry
drinking after hours
the bar’s doors locked
and we regular patrons
on weekend nights
sit sipping our drinks
inside
and it’s there
Miles on the tape deck
Alvin does some scat singing
Henry’s babyface smile
and there at 18
I think I own the world
or at least
this small part of it
in The Village
at 3am
with my friends
scotch on the rocks
poetry in our hearts
and the night
will never end
at least not until
morning
which always comes
much too soon
much too often
then
and now
in a world that’s changed
and hasn’t changed
and Miles’ trumpet
haunts now
more than before
or maybe my ears
listen better
to wind
to trumpet
to the world
changing me
remembering Santa Monica Pier or reaching for the brass ring
there were homemade
potato chips
benches to read on
a sea breeze
my dog asleep
at my feet
that beautiful carousel
and the promise
of a brass ring
a hand outstretched
across what was
a lifetime
and you
and happiness
just out of reach
and me
riding a wooden horse
up and down
around
through eternity
Hope by Ai Qing
A friend of dreams
And sister of fantasy
She is your very shadow
But always walks ahead
Shapeless as pure light
Restless as the wind
There is always some distance
Between the two of you
Like a bird flying outside the window
Or a cloud sailing in air
Like the butterfly beside the river
Cagey yet exquisite
Go after her–she’ll fly away
Ignore her–she’ll chase you
She’ll always keep you company
Until your breathing stops
translated by Fang Dai, Dennis Ding, & Edward Morin
anonymous tanka 3 from the Kokinshu
If a seed is there
the pine will sprout
even among boulders;
if I love and keep on loving,
can we fail to meet?
translated by Hiroaki Sato & Burton Watson
knocking on wood
an old habit
when things seem
to be going
as planned
and life smiles
on your wary heart
even the cat
sensitive to these things
notices change
in the air