listening to Neil Young

the line
a woman with the feeling
of losing once or twice
resonates
over time
to mean so much more
now than then
and you
have been coming
to me
for such a long time
now
such a long time
am I ready
the pepsi challenge
can I tell
the real thing
from the pale
imitation
chickens or eagles
the ground or the sky
tell me
3000 years of history
what the future
holds

listening to Rodgers & Hart

children play outside
women laugh at table
a father pushes a swing
sprinklers water lawns
wind rustles curtains
a feral cat cries for food
the sun rises
and sets
this is a day
like any other
and yet words
were exchanged
promises made
a future unravels
where once
only a past existed
and those lyrics
to Rodgers and Hart
take on a new significance
once again

listening to Miles

the wind blows
outside
Miles’ trumpet blows
inside
and I am back
in Frank’s
with Alvin and Henry
drinking after hours
the bar’s doors locked
and we regular patrons
on weekend nights
sit sipping our drinks
inside
and it’s there
Miles on the tape deck
Alvin does some scat singing
Henry’s babyface smile
and there at 18
I think I own the world
or at least
this small part of it
in The Village
at 3am
with my friends
scotch on the rocks
poetry in our hearts
and the night
will never end
at least not until
morning
which always comes
much too soon
much too often
then
and now
in a world that’s changed
and hasn’t changed
and Miles’ trumpet
haunts now
more than before
or maybe my ears
listen better
to wind
to trumpet
to the world
changing me

Hope by Ai Qing

A friend of dreams
And sister of fantasy

She is your very shadow
But always walks ahead

Shapeless as pure light
Restless as the wind

There is always some distance
Between the two of you

Like a bird flying outside the window
Or a cloud sailing in air

Like the butterfly beside the river
Cagey yet exquisite

Go after her–she’ll fly away
Ignore her–she’ll chase you

She’ll always keep you company
Until your breathing stops

translated by Fang Dai, Dennis Ding, & Edward Morin