I am a man who’s made no name, already I’ve grown old,
Wandering hungry three years on barren mountain roads.
In Ch’ang-an the ministers are all young men;
Wealth and fame must be earned before a man grows old.
In the mountains here are scholars who knew me long ago.
We only think of the good old days, our hearts full of pain.
Alas! This is my seventh song, oh! with sorrow I end the refrain,
Looking up to the wide sky where the white sun rushes on.
translated by Geoffrey Waters
….and that sums it all up.
The irony is Tu Fu is considered one of the 2 greatest poets in China’s history. The other his friend Li Po. Both lived through difficult times.